I did not know, until I knew, that I carried this energy to heal it for my ancestors, from prior lifetimes, and for healing my part in the collective soul. I could tell this was “up” for me by energy dynamics, I just didn’t get it. I thought by feeling and not engaging in the energy, saying NO, it was done. I AM seeing myself and all others as they are, seeing and honoring all shapes, sizes, colors, wrinkles, scars, stretch marks, what they show, etc….loving that each chose to be here now and live who they are now, all of them! The last two days I knew there was something “off” though I couldn’t name it yet…
This “off” feeling is my signal that a new layer of something was ready to go through the healing process I take those I serve through. My mentor, who I go to for the healing sessions I cannot clearly see/name for myself lol, as I am too close to some of these to name them…she called it out! I read the email before my planned birthday walk in the park with my daughter, two granddaughters (one in the tummy still and she counts!!), and with my son.
I just knew, once I had the energy named…I chose to take care of it right then, even knowing I might be a little late to the park…this is my life. Wow, did the energy move. A whole new more peaceful me emerged after the healing process, ready to go to the park! I was the first to arrive there!!
As I’m walking I know what I just released and healed is integrating into my body, mind, and soul…all my energy bodies…and I just love that I was able to share this energy with all those at the park at whatever level they can take it in, and those who later walk in the park too, knowing each step I take is anchoring this energy into the Earth too for all to access now and forevermore…this is my life!
Us girls all started off from one point in the park, with my son joining us at the swings and jungle gym, what fun we had!!! Then, one of the best parts, the downpouring rain on the way back! The laughs we shared as the huge wet drops just rained down, all except Alison in the stroller soaking wet…though the bottom of Monica’s shirt was still kept dry by new baby bump LOL! Alison’s first blueberries in the rain! I love healing rain, and this healing rain… after healing a major piece in my healing journey! What a gift.
I hope this helps you realize the items that come up for you…and your life experiences…just like me…they are items you can choose to release and heal. These items/beliefs/traumas are not who you truly are. You truly are, at the core of you, you are Love.
From Love Letters from Mary Magdalene by Dr. Heather Kristian Strang:
What kind of pleasure you might ask? The pleasure of a piece of fruit touching the lips, the pleasure of laughing heartily with those we love, the pleasure of a Sacred embrace, the pleasure of having one’s bare feet upon the Earth, the pleasure of merging one’s body with one’s Beloved. There’s so much pleasure upon your Earth and yet the distortions abound. Either of repressing sexual energy which then leaks out in distorted and harmful manners or engaging in full hedonism as though life were only about sexual pleasure. These extreme behaviors are highly damaging to the human advanced technology body-mind-Spirit. The damage occurs psychically and energetically which over time manifests into physical expressions on pain and dis-ease. When you merge or unify with one who is not one of your Beloveds on the path of your incarnation, you’re susceptible to take on energies from this one and vice versa, which can set you on entire scenic routes in your life unfolding.
Sending love from my heart to yours. I love you!!! I honor your divinity!!!
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